My boyfriend wrote me an apology. I can't really reply right now becuase I'm not sure yet how I feel. I need to let my thoughts settle first.

To "sorry, my stress level exploded": I know. I knew when you were saying some mean things to me that they were coming out of your stressful day. Under better circumstances you probably would have had more patience.

To "I'll wait till the last minute to cancel": Just because we got in a fight, doesn't mean we have to ruin the rest of the month.. It's one fight. We will get over it. And hopefully learn from it.

That's pretty much all I can muster right now. I don't know what else to say. I'm just kinda numb. So right now is probably not a good time to get into it.