If g is coming over today I gotta be ready to leave immediately. I can't stay home another day when he's here. I seriously can feel my blood pressure rise when he's here and I don't like that feeling whatsoever. I guess I can go to school and do work... walk to target from there... walk to starbucks... call friends if I have absolutely nothing more to do. Then I have class at 7 tonight so that will take another hour and a half. I should have plenty to keep me busy.

Yesterday was a double whammy. Mom was moving the furniture again AND he came over AND there was a water leak at his house so I had to leave to go help him. Plus I hate when he'll come over and end up leave like at 1 in the morning and I have to take him home.

I like to nap and I can't nap when he's here either because its like he doesn't even see me there with my eyes closed trying not to hear his very loud voice. He'll barge in my room turn the light on, turn the computer on -- and leave it on, and leave the room again. WTF. I should just leave my computer in the other room so he'll have no reason to disturb me.

What about me? wtf?