Morning Thought Process
The reason I said "FUCKING HELL" in the last post was because I had already written a post and accidentally lost it all. I wasn't about to rewrite the entire thing so I just posted, in two words, how I was feeling.
Yesterday was not such a good day, and it sort of carried over into the night. I had a dream about cheating on my boyfriend with a girl. What the fuck? I don't swing that way and I have never cheated on a boyfriend. And besides the cheating, the dream also had some weird thing about me living with a group of people in a dark basement... Yeah, okay, whatever.
Right now I'm about to have some coffee. I feel like my mental functions are going soo sloooow. I took 40 minutes to get out of bed. I've now taken 35 minutes to get some coffee made and start writing this. This is probably all because I have one annoying thought in my head: My Essay.
I already wrote and submitted the draft, which was a total piece of shit and the teacher lied and said it "looked good." Yeah, sure it did. (It's a draft for a reason, I need some constructive criticism to help me make it better). I'd try and be a perfectionist but since this is last weeks essay, and last week was all about half-assing it, I will only try and make it decent enough for a passing grade. I want it out of my life for good, once I hit the "submit" button.
This essay kept waking me up every hour. I woke up at 10 a.m. thinking "heck, I could get up now and finish that thing and have the rest of the day worry-free." I woke up at 11 a.m. thinking the same thing. At noon, I laid in bed thinking "eh... I still have 12 more hours till the official deadline..." And FINALLY, at 1 p.m. my sweety called me and I was utterly surprised to hear it was ONE IN THE AFTERNOON. I went to bed somewhat early last night but I guess that wasn't good enough.
My slowness should be slowly diminishing. Half of my coffee is gone. My breakfast could not be found in the cupboards though so I think I'll go raid the kitchen again soon.
I guess I'll end this here. I've got to finish the essay along with other homework I planned out in OneNote.
*Holds up coffee for a toast - "May this day be less shitty than yesterday!"*
Yesterday was not such a good day, and it sort of carried over into the night. I had a dream about cheating on my boyfriend with a girl. What the fuck? I don't swing that way and I have never cheated on a boyfriend. And besides the cheating, the dream also had some weird thing about me living with a group of people in a dark basement... Yeah, okay, whatever.
Right now I'm about to have some coffee. I feel like my mental functions are going soo sloooow. I took 40 minutes to get out of bed. I've now taken 35 minutes to get some coffee made and start writing this. This is probably all because I have one annoying thought in my head: My Essay.
I already wrote and submitted the draft, which was a total piece of shit and the teacher lied and said it "looked good." Yeah, sure it did. (It's a draft for a reason, I need some constructive criticism to help me make it better). I'd try and be a perfectionist but since this is last weeks essay, and last week was all about half-assing it, I will only try and make it decent enough for a passing grade. I want it out of my life for good, once I hit the "submit" button.
This essay kept waking me up every hour. I woke up at 10 a.m. thinking "heck, I could get up now and finish that thing and have the rest of the day worry-free." I woke up at 11 a.m. thinking the same thing. At noon, I laid in bed thinking "eh... I still have 12 more hours till the official deadline..." And FINALLY, at 1 p.m. my sweety called me and I was utterly surprised to hear it was ONE IN THE AFTERNOON. I went to bed somewhat early last night but I guess that wasn't good enough.
My slowness should be slowly diminishing. Half of my coffee is gone. My breakfast could not be found in the cupboards though so I think I'll go raid the kitchen again soon.
I guess I'll end this here. I've got to finish the essay along with other homework I planned out in OneNote.
*Holds up coffee for a toast - "May this day be less shitty than yesterday!"*
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