Sofa-King Lazy

I am so arghed today and I don't even have a clue why. This morning my bf kept calling me to say his mom wanted me to go and help him keep his grandfather company. Okay... I don't see why I am any help. He called again to say he bought lunch, a couple tacos for me. Okay... I wanna say thanks but I'm having a really hard time dieting right now. I can't seem to keep weight off.

So I get there and we watch tv. His grandfather goes home and we watch tv. We come back from errands and we watch tv. Around 7.15 he finally decides he'll go for a walk with me. It lasts about 15 minutes... Argh argh argh. How the hell will I ever manage to lose weight when I expect to do a good amount exercise... at least 30 minutes when he only wants to do short walks and maybe 2 or 3 times a week only?

Right now he is talking to a friend who screwed up her computer. He's asking me if I wanna go with him to help her fix it but I remember the last time we did that. I felt pretty out of place. I don't wanna go again.

I am so arghhhhhed. Ugh. Why?! I didn't do anything to make myself feel arghed. Nothing bad has happened.

I have no energy either. Probably all this is cuz my sleep is screwed up yet again. It happens every now and then. It doesn't matter if I try and fix it now tho cuz I'm leaving soon anyways.