eww bday

garretts friends bday is this week and i think he wants me to go. im not going. no way. last year was sucky enough and i dont want to, or have to, do it again. i dont like going out to a place at night when im not totally sure where i am or being the designated driver to a person who doesn't have very much self control and lets ppl sway his decisions. its the same with going to see his family up north and spending turkey day at his house and xmas. its a situation where i feel somewhat trapped. and the best part is i can say NO if i feel like it. so no.