Attempt # 1
What could I do today to focus on my appearance, especially my waist?
I could do treadmil. I could walk at the park. I could do another facial. I could use Nivea on my abs and arms.
I dunno this is hard right now. I think I first need to address that I feel crappy today. I didn't sleep well because this bed dips in the middle, especially when Garrett is here. I haven't had any coffee yet. I haven't showered yet. All the things that make me feel bad are: feeling tired, not being clean, being stinky, not being shaved, my nails are dirty, my house is not clean, my neck is stiff, my feet are cold, my mom is talking on and on!
I think I need to get showered and get out of my house. It's so damn noisy with Garrett and my dad in the next room. If I went out what would I be looking for? See, that's going to be a problem. When I go out without a purpose, I wander around stores with a blank expression on my face and people look at me strange. My face get blank cuz I'm basicaly bored, and I'm not doing what I want. I do that tho, because of times like this when my house is annoying to me. I just have to wait till at night. It's sunday night and I'm pretty sure my dad works tomorrow so he wont be up too late listening to leo. Ugh, I hate leo.
Anyhow, I need to get some caffeine in me. That is the first problem I can address. After that I can go shower and do general clean up: making beds, throwing out trash, putting clothes away, load dish washer, etc. Then maybe later I will go out to buy cosmo and look for some bowls.
I could do treadmil. I could walk at the park. I could do another facial. I could use Nivea on my abs and arms.
I dunno this is hard right now. I think I first need to address that I feel crappy today. I didn't sleep well because this bed dips in the middle, especially when Garrett is here. I haven't had any coffee yet. I haven't showered yet. All the things that make me feel bad are: feeling tired, not being clean, being stinky, not being shaved, my nails are dirty, my house is not clean, my neck is stiff, my feet are cold, my mom is talking on and on!
I think I need to get showered and get out of my house. It's so damn noisy with Garrett and my dad in the next room. If I went out what would I be looking for? See, that's going to be a problem. When I go out without a purpose, I wander around stores with a blank expression on my face and people look at me strange. My face get blank cuz I'm basicaly bored, and I'm not doing what I want. I do that tho, because of times like this when my house is annoying to me. I just have to wait till at night. It's sunday night and I'm pretty sure my dad works tomorrow so he wont be up too late listening to leo. Ugh, I hate leo.
Anyhow, I need to get some caffeine in me. That is the first problem I can address. After that I can go shower and do general clean up: making beds, throwing out trash, putting clothes away, load dish washer, etc. Then maybe later I will go out to buy cosmo and look for some bowls.

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